INSECURE(-__-)!

Insecure people make me laugh Current mood: savage Wow, I *never* blog. Mostly because the only reason people blog is to either use it as an "open book" journal (most people) or because they have something of actual importance or interest that they think is relevant enough that other people might want to read it (most news-related blogs, or ones expressing particular ideas, etc). The former is fucking gay, because its essentially a cry for attention (journals are supposed to be private for a reason, dumbasses) and the latter is great, but even if there are times I want to rant or say something that is particularly important, there are many other sites and blogs that do it much better that I could have, so I refrain from it. But this time, I do have a rant that I think is important enough to blog about. In a nutshell, it astonishes me how insecure people, PARTICULARLY OLD GAY FRIEND, can be, and are. What spurred this on was a message I received from a my friend who shall remain anonymous (because its not relevant, and neither is she muahahaha :-): -------------- July 5 12:15 AM Subject: Body: Ooooh talking shit about me? Damn, dont you with you were as good as me? Yeah I know somehow (well way deeper than you and your thoughts) you think you're a better insecure to me. But hey... one day bro... one day... Till then.. Take care, my friend to...who again? And now we come to the "damn don't you with (wish) you were as good as me" Well you better stop talking about me coz' know what u really don't EXISTS IN MY WORLD so please stop me.. FUCK YOUUUU!!! FUCK YOUUUU!!! FUCK YOUUUU!!! INSECURE KA LANG!!!(grrrrrr...) BYE^_^.

Stupid Crash

Non-stop rants, raves, dreams, angst, bitterness, and adventures.
You might find some entries 'ere a little bit controversial, sick, funny, pathetic, or even offensive, but i don't really care 'coz i'm the way i am. i eat, i drink, i smoke, i hang-out, i make-out, i live. i'm nice but not stupid, will roll with you, chill with you anytime, anywhere. but not forever.

Attraction to Cigarettes

Well I was increasingly running out of cigarettes and worrying about it made me smoke more thus further deleting my supply of cigarettes! Plus I was smoking a cheaper brand called "Marlboro Lights" because that was all that I could afford!

This brand of cigarette - actually it isn't even a cigarette it is called filtered cigars - I used to get because it is my favorite cigarettes among the other brands.

Anyways like I was saying, I was worried so much about increasing my cigarette supply that I started thinking about how I could do that!

I remembered in the past about how the law of attraction worked for me as far as me having cigarettes was concerned so I was working on trying to manifest some more cigarettes into my life! I was thinking about it long and hard - perhaps too hard but I finally managed to get an idea! It wasn't 100% foolproof but it did allow me to buy 4 more packs of that brand!

So now I'm happily typing away (as you can plainly see) while happily smoking a cigarette - actually it's called cigar!

Cigarettes

I have cigarettes again! Got a nice little financial windfall (by the way thank GOD for Paypal! because it lets you get your money easily and faster!)

I have been checking my Adsense to see if my payment was coming but I haven't seen it yet so it looks like I will have to wait a little longer for that money but I am grateful just the same! I have even gotten to the point where I am buying more Marlboro now because I really, really hate the other brands and I just really want my favorite brand of cigarettes!





It was agony being without cigarettes but now at least I have some now! I can be happy again!